Saturday, January 16, 2010

Missing Something


 
Today I find myself really missing something I'm never sure I really had. A few months ago I began a long correspondence with a guy who is in the military and over seas. The irony of all ironies is that he seems to have everything I'm longing to have in a partner and yet he is willingly bound to something I can't relate to or am even sure I agree with. My lifetime pursuit is to find real love, so when something in front of you seems so close to it do you compromise or do you pursue something easier for you? As the time draws nearer for us to be together, we draw farther apart, and now I worry a lot about what I've gotten into. Why can't life be like a love story from the movies?

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