Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Bleak
Nothing feels the same anymore. Life is passing everyday and I'm in a stuper watching things go by, stumbling through the motions of my existence without feeling, without thought. Hollow in my own body I want to drink, snort, swallow, smoke, feeling back into me. I've been so down before disgusting and destitute and I've been so high accomplished and ambitious, so why do I wait for life to bite me. Why do I yearn for it to kick me, to push me, rape me, rip me open. If only I could cope. If only I could be stronger, more determined and patient. If only I didn't need someone to hold me and validate my worth.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Spring Fling
So spring break started this week and while I won't be doing beer bongs in Daytona I am going to take a lil two day vacation and go to Dallas with a few of my best friends. I'm hoping this trip will be just what I need to put my life back in focus. My real life, who I am now, really started in that city not very long ago. Although the city can be known for its arrogance, pomp, and snobbery I like to consider myself a pretty good exception to its upbringing. Anyways I'm excited to share it with my friends and take a short trot down memory lane. Who knows maybe looking back will help me be more perceptive about what lies ahead.
Monday, March 17, 2008
In the Begining
After a long time becoming a blog junkie I'm finally going to give this a shot of my own. I consider it an experiment in my expression. It's going to be my most sincerest intention to use this blog as an outlet for the constant flow of the menagerie going on in my head, and then of course to see if anyone finds the potpourri of my life in some way interesting; and if you're reading this than I'll take it as a good sign. I'll be doing my utmost to never be boring; promise.
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